At This Moment

I'm stressed the f*ck out. We've got two weeks until exams and it seems like every single one of my professors is piling on the work like there's no tomorrow. I've got papers to revise and digitize, blog posts to write, challenges to create/write, a calculus quiz tomorrow, a calculus test next week I just found out about yesterday, an earth science quiz tomorrow, business homework due on Friday, a business project due next week, a business exam next week, 2 history papers due next week along with history readings to prepare for the daily quizzes. On top of all of that, there’s exam preparation with study guides and note cards to make. I guess you could say I’m a little strung out.

College is kicking my ass right now and trying to balance that along with an hour long workout and proper nutrition everyday, it’s getting a little hectic. Not only do I have schoolwork but also daily responsibilities with being a member of Sigma Kappa which takes up a lot of time during the week and weekends that cuts into my homework and exam prep time. Then I’ve also got summer jobs to figure out and getting my room selection for my apartment next year finished. I need like another 10 hours every day just to get some sleep. I’ve got all this to do and all I really want to do is lay in my bed watching movies and shopping online. I’m already getting into summer mode which isn’t helping the fact that I’m desperately trying to pull my grades up. It’s not like they’re bad grades, it’s just that I’d rather have A’s and B’s rather than C’s and B’s. I’m driving the struggle bus every day these days. It’s also hard to get all this work done when I’m sitting in my dorm getting distracted by every other person. I’m having trouble now focusing even though I’m tucked away in a little chair in the corner of Prospector listening to Childish Gambino on this rainy Wednesday afternoon. I’m trying to get some of my e-portfolio done right now before my friend Avery comes to meet me at 3:15 to grab lunch after his class. You probably don’t care about this stuff, but hey, the topic is “at this moment.” So, at this moment I’m typing blog post 8 and about to finish digitizing my single story narrative while trying to make my 19% laptop battery last to 3:15. And that’s how my Wednesday’s going.